I have not made an entry here for almost one week.  I have been reflecting a lot about things that I have been going through in my personal life and trying to figure out my next steps.  I have been working out, seeing friends, going to church, enjoying nature and trying to find some peace somehow in this life.  I am learning that I need to jump out of my comfort zone in order to make true changes in my life…right now I am standing still…my engine is idle.  I have so many things to consider…so many options…the world truly is my oyster.

My husband no longer wants to be in my life and I am coming to terms with that.  It has taken a while but I am learning to accept it more everyday.  It takes time.  He was my best friend and my support for 1.5 years and with that suddenly gone I felt lost.  I am finding my way again.  I am healing.  Things happen for a reason and I know God has a plan for me.  I am thankful for that.

My entries will sometimes be personal and sometime not.  I am writing a story about my trip to Japan last month…in particular three special days of it.  I plan to share that soon.  It was a life changing event…although it was something very simple.  I think God spoke to me while I was there and told me to move on…to be happy no matter what happens.  I am in control of my life and my feelings.  I am in control of my happiness.  I am finding courage and confidence once again, finally. And with this courage and confidence I am growing.

I am excited for my new journeys.  Life is truly a journey, not a destination.