I have not made an entry here for almost one week. I have been reflecting a lot about things that I have been going through in my personal life and trying to figure out my next steps. I have been working out, seeing friends, going to church, enjoying nature and trying to find some peace somehow in this life. I am learning that I need to jump out of my comfort zone in order to make true changes in my life…right now I am standing still…my engine is idle. I have so many things to consider…so many options…the world truly is my oyster.
My husband no longer wants to be in my life and I am coming to terms with that. It has taken a while but I am learning to accept it more everyday. It takes time. He was my best friend and my support for 1.5 years and with that suddenly gone I felt lost. I am finding my way again. I am healing. Things happen for a reason and I know God has a plan for me. I am thankful for that.
My entries will sometimes be personal and sometime not. I am writing a story about my trip to Japan last month…in particular three special days of it. I plan to share that soon. It was a life changing event…although it was something very simple. I think God spoke to me while I was there and told me to move on…to be happy no matter what happens. I am in control of my life and my feelings. I am in control of my happiness. I am finding courage and confidence once again, finally. And with this courage and confidence I am growing.
I am excited for my new journeys. Life is truly a journey, not a destination.