I have had a good couple of days since my last entry. Yesterday I made it to the gym and felt very accomplished afterwards. I have not been myself the past couple of months and I KNOW exercise will help me. I thank my friend Shan again for encouraging me to go. I plan to keep it up.
Last night I met some friends at the movies…B and J. They are a couple who invited me to come with them and that made me very happy 🙂 I have not spent much time with them lately due to my personal situation and it was good to see them and just have fun enjoying a movie. They have been through a lot in the past year as well but I think they are figuring things out. I am vague here because I purposely do not want to give details. What I will say is that I know GOD has a plan for them…and me and for all of us. Things might not seem to make sense but I have FAITH that everything will work out. It means not dwelling on things…not obsessing over things I cannot change…not constantly thinking about my problems. It means letting go and letting GOD take control of the situation.
I have several friends who are going through a difficult time right now. Maybe everyone is going through something tough right now. I have learned to realize that FAITH is what gets me through it. I have so many unanswered questions right now but I am not stressing about them like I was before…and as a result I am finding some peace. I am LIVING. I am taking one day at a time. And I trust that everything will be ok although I do not have all of the answers in front of me.